When is it over?

I'm here to answer the age-old question. If your dumb do you know it. 

The answer is no. 

You're not aware of it until you've had enough doors slammed into your face. If you keep getting fired, there's only so many times you have to question that you're actually the problem. And if you know that you try your hardest and you have a good attitude, and you've been fired twice. And you were put in special ed in elementary school. Its only ironic that its taken my 28 years to know that im just a walking retard looking for the next person to fool. 

Joe can still get a green card if i kill myself. So that's good news at least. Maybe at my funeral people can look over my blogs and see all the miss spellings, all the typos, all the ramblings and find out the truth about me.