A woman today on my walk said that she would prefer fraternal twins. Something I myself have thought of as well. Everyone has an opinion. I don't blame them. It's often half cooked ideas that tumble out of their mouths without thinking it fully. 

The only person who seems to have fully cooked ideas with a thesis attached to them is seth. I'll ask him something off the cuff, and he is able to answer it eloquently. And then add something to it. Having it branch out into other ideas. I wonder if he is just lightning fast or if he has pondered everything. I ask Diana she says “maybe it's the same thing. That he has thought so much that everything already has momentum and it just zings forward”

Often people say things to me, and in my mind it's like “you know how badly i could take this, if i wasn't so easygoing”. Maybe easygoing isn't the right word. If I wasn't taught at an early age that being sensitive is a horrible sin. When I think back to my childhood. It was someone often mistreating me, and when I would try to voice it, my parents would label me as sensitive. When I think about this I get so mad. You basically taught me to care more about people liking me than to listen to own self.