Manefesting

The best things in my life have stemmed from me deleting social apps. Joe and I started dating in a period when I didn't have them for six months. I wasn't trying to show how happy I was with him. I was just getting coffee and enjoying his tangents. That man can talk. People think I'm an extravert, but so much of the time he is talking with passion, and I'm lounging and nodding. I'm loud. I think there is a difference. 

Back to the main topic. I've deleted my apps in the name of manifesting. I've done it a couple times, and so far it's been great. I have a specific ritual I do. It involves lighting a Jesus candle, and just creating a vivid picture. 

The first time i did it, the next day joe called and said he wanted to marry me and for us to travel the world and i could be an influencer. That time I was just imagining myself really really happy. I often think if you get too granular it makes it less likely to happen. You start second guessing your vision. 

Another time involved money. The next day it worked. Maybe it's a team effort. I create space for this dream, and Joe is able to bring it to life. 

We are meeting with a realtor today at 6:30. It's a major fixer upper. But it's in the perfect location. I like the idea of being the ugliest house on the block.