Sylvias Fig Tree

I have this recurring disorder. That I retroactively think I haven't taken full advantage of. When we traveled I didn't throw myself into it as much as I could. When I worked at the dentist office I didn't demand free teeth cleaning. At the restaurant I should have stolen more rice. When I was single I wasn't overdosing on sausage. In each relationship I didn't fully pick their brain. I have all these ambitions, but no energy to back it.